[2011-08-27] Looking outside…what?
You know uh, I really think this is always where I go whenever I’m troubled…It’s funny isn’t it. I don’t know, I somewhat always get myself into troublesome problems. I don’t think they are….that troublesome?
During these months, I’ve been very straight with my goals, I tell myself that I’m not good enough and I need to be better. From that, I do my best and try to become who I want to be.
I tell myself not to rush, and just be yourself, work hard and to meet new people. I think this year, I met so many new people and my life has been gotten quite different than previous years. I’m happy about that, I never knew that I’d have this much fun and have so many friends.
This year, I have like 10 people celebrating my birthday, knowing that really brings a tear in me. It makes me want to work even harder, because I feel tomorrow is really unpredictable. I have no doubt I’m extremely happy and it’s heartwarming.
Suddenly, you decide to pop up….you’re weird you know, you somehow have very defined thinking and you seem to understand, and able to bring this energy that I don’t see in people nowadays. I have a feeling I will learn so much from you, so lets do this!!!